8 and a little more days

This past week and leading up to the trip have been a little roller coaster. WE HAVE OFFICIALLY ENTERED THE TRIPS SHADOW. 4 more days off, and 4 more days at work. Arrived to Spin class this morning 1st in line on the waiting list, and managed to get a bike. Thank you could be in order for Wendy managing to set me up for another ride. The woman beside me at SPIN today promptly thanked me for my presence, she appeared to have her wits about her, and I thanked her in turn for her compliment. She proceeded to describe my energy like "being near a star." I looked around, shrugged my shoulders (maybe a dehydrated delirium?) and just short of reaching out to touch her to see if she was really there (perhaps an apparition). Apparently she does Rikki massage and has a keen sense of people's auras. Cool.

It's a fantastically wonderful Fall day, and I'm feeling absolutely incredible! My life is totally in order. So I'm treating myself to my #1 favourite song on heavy repeat, Staind-Outside

check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5y7p06f0EWo



"And you bring me to my knees, again
All this time that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I felt insecure, for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
Was from you
All those times that I tried
My intentions
Full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I cried
All this wastin
It's all inside
And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone
I cant mend but I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you"

I'm gonna sit and write the letter I'm bringing up Kilimanjaro....The letter I'll use for motivation (primarily) but secondly, it's a letter I'm burning on Kilimanjaro for cleansing. Forward onto the rest of my life.

George